WALAO siak!

LOL. damn alot of works to do siak. but still have to be happy everyday. this is the way of living. hope most of my friends are using this to push yourself up okay? lol. gonna rush my models and developments sketches. can't really blog this few days. i will try to blog this few days but i'll online msn most of the time. when i reach home lah. lol. got to go liao. byebye. take care!

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Damn Sad!

Hais. i really don't know what am i doing actually. seriously i still like you but i just don't know how to woo a girl at all. i dare to say i'm a stupid fool. seriously i don't know how to make you happy with whatever things you wished a boyfriend can have. i had promised myself that once i get my first car after i had get my license, you're be the one sitting beside me first when i drive. i will be waiting for you sliently and sercetly. hope my wish can be granted! :'( seriously i'm shocked when you wanted to take a photo of us once i reached my god sister's table. hais. i can't forget that night! IMY!

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Damn Drunk!

Yesterday, i met my schoolmate James to powerhouse with his friends. ended up seeing my secondary school friends, woodlands friends and xue ying they all. damn high siak. drunk like hell siak. i was like walking same as the zombie in L4D and Killing Floor. LOL. around 4 plus in the morning went home and sleep until 7pm plus. then go meet my woodlands friends for dinner and supper. just reach home not long and feel like sleeping liao. damn tired siak. dance like very long at powerhouse de dance floor. got to go and sleep liao. shock siak. tomorrow no school. tuesday have to go to school. sians. GoodNights

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What i had found out about Nafa friends?

In Nafa, there's nothing call help each other. does this sound pathetic? to me, totally sound like. damn pathetic. what i had found out in Nafa is people tend to make you of you when you got the cash or the ability to work. if both of those you don't have it, then it's so sorry to say that you are useless and they won't even care to ask you along to join them for break or anywhere. for me, i believe something call karma. which means what comes around goes around. lol. beware reader of this news!

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Heartbroken!

Seriously i don't understand why i can't woo dao a good girlfriend at all. i really very confused siak. maybe i'm damn fucking wierd bah. don't know. i think some of my nafa friends also started don't like the way i'm at all from the start bah. i know de. but i just keep quiet. i had not comment on those who don't like me cause to me, that really doesn't really matter to me at all. at long as wo zuo ren zuo dao wo yi kai zuo de shi jiu hao le. hais. life really damn bitter for me most of the time. got to go liao. tomorrow got school. take care and good bye.

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Damn Shag!

Lol. hey guys! seriously i thinking i'm getting more and more hardworking le leh. got do my work all that. seriously i also think is miracle loh. hahaha. damn tired. tomorrow still have to go to school at 12pm for research group meeting. damn tiring loh. by tonight have to finish up then tomorrow can wake up late. hahahaha. got to go do my remaining research le. take care guys and good bye!

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I can't get over it at all

To all my friends, to be frank with you guys. i'm a person who have serious depression illness. i just can't get over the matter about my mother don't want me. i really hate this world alot. can't i get a better life than the life i'm having right now? seriously i feel like jumping off from my window and leave this world peacefully. i'm really struggling myself to be a good person but why this world is so cruel to me? why? i just don't know why. seriously i hope i can be like an idiot knowing nothing in my life. maybe i should just die bah. Goodbye.

PS: MOTHER, I MISS YOU VERY MUCH! CAN YOU LET ME GO BACK TO YOUR ARMS AND HOLD ME TIGHT? I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH! I ONLY WISH TO SEE YOU. WHY IS THIS WORLD SO CRUEL? CAN'T I SEE MY MOTHER FOR ONCE AND THE LAST TIME? MUM, I LOVE YOU ALOT. PLEASE COME BACK. I MISS YOU. PLEASE!