Heartbroken!

Seriously i don't understand why i can't woo dao a good girlfriend at all. i really very confused siak. maybe i'm damn fucking wierd bah. don't know. i think some of my nafa friends also started don't like the way i'm at all from the start bah. i know de. but i just keep quiet. i had not comment on those who don't like me cause to me, that really doesn't really matter to me at all. at long as wo zuo ren zuo dao wo yi kai zuo de shi jiu hao le. hais. life really damn bitter for me most of the time. got to go liao. tomorrow got school. take care and good bye.

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Damn Shag!

Lol. hey guys! seriously i thinking i'm getting more and more hardworking le leh. got do my work all that. seriously i also think is miracle loh. hahaha. damn tired. tomorrow still have to go to school at 12pm for research group meeting. damn tiring loh. by tonight have to finish up then tomorrow can wake up late. hahahaha. got to go do my remaining research le. take care guys and good bye!

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I can't get over it at all

To all my friends, to be frank with you guys. i'm a person who have serious depression illness. i just can't get over the matter about my mother don't want me. i really hate this world alot. can't i get a better life than the life i'm having right now? seriously i feel like jumping off from my window and leave this world peacefully. i'm really struggling myself to be a good person but why this world is so cruel to me? why? i just don't know why. seriously i hope i can be like an idiot knowing nothing in my life. maybe i should just die bah. Goodbye.

PS: MOTHER, I MISS YOU VERY MUCH! CAN YOU LET ME GO BACK TO YOUR ARMS AND HOLD ME TIGHT? I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH! I ONLY WISH TO SEE YOU. WHY IS THIS WORLD SO CRUEL? CAN'T I SEE MY MOTHER FOR ONCE AND THE LAST TIME? MUM, I LOVE YOU ALOT. PLEASE COME BACK. I MISS YOU. PLEASE!

Today is a good day for me!

Hahaha. today's lecture is short and boring. but after lecture, my classmates and i went to parklane shopping centre level 2 for lan gaming. it was shiok siak playing the killing floor and left4dead. non-stop gaming other than going for a smoke and toilet break. after playing, george and me went to have our dinner then went to take train together back. he alighted at toa payoh and as for me is the same location. after reaching woodlands, i went to tekong park there meet jun hong they all go 888 plaza for our late dinner before going back home. shag loh. tomorrow still got school loh. from morning 9am to 12 pm. after that have to go for group meeting. hais. never mind. gotta work harder than anyone. cause i want to prove to those people who looked down on me. you guys definitely will get a chance for me to look down on. sooner or later. just be paitent. lol. got to go le. take care and goodbye.

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Tiring day for me!

Shag! really damn tired cause only sleep 2 hours jiu faster woke up go to school le. i slept at 5am plus n woke up at 7am plus. really dots loh. after school straight away go back to woodlands meet up with jun hong and my other basketball friends for late lunch at 4pm plus then go back home and have a short rest while giving my two sisters their spelling. hais. damn tiring for my life i having right now. i wish i'm a puppy which only knows how to sleep, eat, play n bark. no headache nothing. then now i just came back after playing basketball with my friends. after blogging jiu go sleep liao. damn tiring. is like i only sleep for 6 hours for two days. damn shag really! got to go to my lovely, comfortable bed le. see you guys here tomorrow reading my blog yeah! good nights in advance! byebye!

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Second day of school!

Omg! today i'm late to school by 15 mins siak. today i should reach school at 9am for my research of group work de. but ended up i woke up at 12.30pm which also can consider late for my afternoon lesson which started on 1pm. lol. but lucky can reach before 1.30pm. lol. or else consider late le. dots. then after school go library for groupwork then go back home prepare myself go tekong. meet jun hong at there mah. then play until 10pm jiu sitted at the ground talking craps with other basketball friends. talk until 11pm, i n jun hong went to 888 plaza to have my meal cause i'm damn hungry mah. then after that i came back home continue doing my individual research on "Hella Jougerius". i don't even heard or know about her loh. shag. got to go back continue research on her liao. post tomorrow bah. see ya.

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Yo!

Hey guys, long time no blog le. sorry hor. lol. today i'm quite happy to be back in school le. saw schoolmates and chatted with them for a while. damn tiring today. cause i had not enough sleep yesterday so i'm quite tiring for today first day back to school. hahaha. but i did concentrate on what the lecturers were teaching. lol. this year i really gotta put my socks damn high liao. can't slack like year one le. scared dao le. hahaha. can't wait till this thursday to meet up with my basketball friend in school play basketball. hahaha. next week onwards jiu can't slack like that liao. hahaha. lol. i think i stop posting till here le. got to go back to my sleep liao. tomorrow gotta go to school to meet up my groupmates to do researches. good nights. bye~

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